I feel so hard and angry. Someone touching me the wrong way sends a little angry jolt into my body, my niece that is very loud and aggressive drives me nuts. I feel as though my friend carrie is constantly pointing things out about me for the world to notice, the things that i don't like about me, the things I'm trying to improve on. Is everyone just being themselves and I'm stuck in this rut?
I feel like I don't know who I am, I'm just rambling through this life.. rambling on and on and on.. thinking contemplating remembering. I feel like I can't be myself cause I don't know who I am.
i feel i feel i feel i feel...
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
I'm a jumble of mixed emotions today. I feel like I'm floating in a sea of fast food chains, pissed off tourists, cement freeways and trash. I've thrown myself completely off balance, excessive drinking & eating, not enough yoga ( its been 4 days ), not enough sleep. I'm due for a long good nap, and a break from my friends, a break from the world.