introspect

Alright no more guys for me.. for a while. Painting, reading, yoga, self discovery is what I need. Too many emotions to count these days. Mantra for the day: "My body craves consistency; my mind craves change".
This weekend was really fun and new and exciting, i'm feeling super lazy because of it. A lot of late nights and early mornings, a lot of driving; and at some point it was a bit of a let down on a personal note but also a wake up call. Everyone is doing their own thing, living their own life. It's really my time to set out and create the world I want to live in.

Changes.

My perceptions of life and myself are constantly evolving. I'm moving forward into a new state of mind. Bringing the mat into my mind and using the practice to spring my beliefs into action. From frustration and struggle one can find inner peace and solace. The powers of envisioning.

I feel so hard and angry. Someone touching me the wrong way sends a little angry jolt into my body, my niece that is very loud and aggressive drives me nuts. I feel as though my friend carrie is constantly pointing things out about me for the world to notice, the things that i don't like about me, the things I'm trying to improve on. Is everyone just being themselves and I'm stuck in this rut?

I feel like I don't know who I am, I'm just rambling through this life.. rambling on and on and on.. thinking contemplating remembering. I feel like I can't be myself cause I don't know who I am.
i feel i feel i feel i feel...

focus

I'm a jumble of mixed emotions today. I feel like I'm floating in a sea of fast food chains, pissed off tourists, cement freeways and trash. I've thrown myself completely off balance, excessive drinking & eating, not enough yoga ( its been 4 days ), not enough sleep. I'm due for a long good nap, and a break from my friends, a break from the world.

Three hours of tattooing meditative bliss

My little guy is filled in. I'm so proud, look at him all majestic, sweet little Bogie.

-Courtesy of Josh @ The Workshop in SD-

for all moments in life

Oh asian kung-fu generation, even though i don't know
what your lyrics mean, they mean so much to me.

It has been an awkward day...

night of meditation

When I see couples together in public, it seems completely
surreal. It makes me wonder why people feel a need to
have a one on one connection. What makes us so dependent?

Even people who cheat and lie still feel the need to have
one person that they can share a relationship with that
they don't possess with anyone else.

What does that say about humans as a whole?